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Hiya all

I am finally back after a long wait of getting my new laptop after its been stolen. Life without computer is like hell. TORTURE. I feel I am not connected to the world. Thank god for my little iphone. I dont know what I would do without it. At least it was useful for that time since I have never liked the phone after getting it.

I hope everyone is well and getting into the spirit of Christmas. The feeling of being around your love ones and sense of just being around people you love and families.

I must say its been a tough year for me, Not great but not bad but just not good. Well, I just think its not good cause of all these things that has happen to me. Break into the flat and have all my precious stuff taken away twice and certain things cant be replaced are vert precious. 

I guess I still cannot get over the fact that this has happen to me twice. 

Apart from that, I totally agree with what you said Aaron regarding friendship with friends. 

I agree with you totally.

Many friends walk in and out of our lives. Some for a reason and some not. Those without a reason and just shut you out like that, you wonder what the hell is going on. WTF… I would say. Sorry about my words but I guess this is how I would express this at the moment. 

I really wonder. WHY WHY WHY? Have we been close friends? I would thought so?  We got on well. We were close ( or so I thought ) We talked we chatted, we laugh, we smile. We put on i smile on each other faces but what has gone wrong? What happen? 

I hate the fact when people just shut you out for no reason. You call they dont reply, you write they dont respond, you called, they dont answer, you text, there was silents. 

I wonder at time if this friend is ok. 

I tressure every single one of my friend. I love each and everyone to bits. No matter what happens in life, as you have mentioned Aaron, now or future, I will always be a friend to you. To all of you. No matter what. 

I havent been myself lately. To much on my mind and its coming to year end and there is alot to think about. Dont worry, 

This is just me at the moment.  Give me till maybe next week when Christmas is near I will be much better.

I hope everyone is doing well and I miss you all heaps. 

More soon….I will try. I know I have been pretty lazy lately. Not lately. I have been very lazy writing….hee hee hee

Later…….